Other peoples problems!!

I don't mind listening 2 other ppls problems but wot bout when i need someone 2 talk 2.. Is anyone there? No cause they r 2 wrapped up in their own shit. I've had my brother down everyday going on about the stuff wiv him n my mum n then my mum on the fone going on about it 2. My sis says she's always there 4 me but everytime i fone her she can't get off quick enough..

Ryan is being bullied at school n the school r doing nothing about it. He's crying all the time, being sick wiv nerves n moody. I can't sleep 4 worrying bout it. I really think am gonna have 2 change his school. Am scared 2 change his school though. What if he doesn't settle? He's already struggling with his school work n the teachers r concerned that he is so far behind. I just don't know wot 2 do 4 the best. His nana is giving me a hard time cause he is miserable n cause am thinking of moving his school. Don't think she realises am his mum n whatever decisions i make is nothing 2 do wiv her...

All i want is my family 2 think of me 4 a change.. They sit here day in day out n don't even care that their grandson/nephew is having problems. Is that so much 2 ask??



Onto another subject, things wiv Derek r so gd. Monday night i sat here like an idiot. He was supposed 2 be here at half 7 n by half 9 he still wasn't here. He foned just after that n he had fallen asleep. He appeared 15 mins later n brought fags 2 make up 4 it. He was very attentive n we had fun. Last nite the kids went 2 their dads n i was supposed 2 c mr x but i decided i'd rather c Derek instead. Mr x isn't gd 4 me but i can't stay away. Maybe Derek is the guy 2 keep me away from him. Had dinner at mums last nite n then met Derek at spar n he took me 2 the pub 4 a quick drink. We came back here n chilled. We just sat watching tv n talked. It was really gd. He asked me 2 his works nite out nxt week n we're going 2 my cousins 21st party together nxt week n i asked him 2 come 2 my best mates engagement party on valentines day. Things r going 2 well, just waiting on something going wrong...

Is it not the weekend yet? Need 2 kick back n get drunk. Oh well just need 2 wait 4 the snow 2 lie so i can go play hehe